I know this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ.
~ Philippians 1:19
Paul knew he could trust God to deliver him just as I know it. I take each day as it comes and am grateful for feeling pretty good and for being able go to work. I wish my eyebrows and eyelashes would come back in (not to mention the rest of my hair) but I am learning to be patient.
Sometimes, though, the seriousness of what I am going through hits me. When I went to see the radiologist this week and found out about the regimen I will be put through starting next week, I felt a little panicky. But I just keep breathing and believing that everything will be okay. Many years ago I learned a little trick that helps me a lot. I clasp my hands and imagine that one of them belongs to Jesus and that he is holding my hand. It has gotten me through many a dentist appointment in the past and now it is really helpful. Maybe this is childish, but it works for me.
And you know, “unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”
So rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, rejoice.
The illustration is by Edward Bawden: Untitled landscape with sunset, 1927.